Reminiscences

Some long overdued clubbing photos. (My virgin expierence in Powerhouse)

Me, alex, chaichin, tingting

Me, Chaichin

Chaichin, tingting, celine, maryDaryl, tingting, celine, chaichinDaryl, me, chaichin, liangwei, tingting

What do you call memories that are left behind once before and now dugged up?
Its a total waste. I wasted once, and now twice. Is it fated that an ass like me, will never find the right person? I'll now name both A and B.
A was a total learning expierence. Sorta my first love. Yeah, I did love her alot. But I guess we're never meant to be together. We broke up many times due to my bloody fickleness. I knew she once loved me, with all her heart. I broke it, not once, but many times. I'm such an ass. I know.
B was the girl I knew not long ago. About 7 months.
She's gorgeous, she's innocent and she's adorable. The type of dreamgirl I always wanted to have. Yes, though the times we had were fun (we were never together), I always failed to win her heart over. I guess it was what I did as well as what her ex-boyfriend did.
Guys are just born jerks? I can't deny the fact that I am one now... I believed that I nearly won her heart, but blew my chance totally when it was exams. ( I think :-P)
It was so close. But, nothing matters now..
When it came to the time when I sms-ed her again, she replied "Don't talk to me just when you have nothing better to do"
My fucking foolishness was to reply crap. Totally. OMFG.
We had cold war for bout a few weeks, when I apologised to her again. She said it was ok, but I knew deep inside, she still resent me.
Right now, we're just friends. Even though I still like her, we can only remain as friends. That's the only way I believe that will work out well. If she accepted me back then, we wouldn't be talking to each other right now.
想爱不能爱的感觉，难以忍受。
我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你。

Sorry - Buckcherry

Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby, Yeah.
I'm sorry.

dedicated to bei, i'm sorry...