abrupted from his sleep,
with the cries of the sun, being outspoken by the dark, stormy clouds.
was it the main reason you woke up?
or was it a dream that she has left?
were you ready to let her go?
were you ready to let her free?
to be with someone you know she would be happy with.
to be with someone you know she would be well taken care off.
to be with someone you know who is just better then you.
were you ready to let free?
just can't help but to release the grip.
you teared as you did, you never wanted to.
perhaps it was all just for the better.
you cried, you wailed, you screamed
the moment finally came, as your last, pinky finger got left off the hook
but all you could do, was to see, the sharpness of her piercing eyes,
looking back at you when she left.
the heart broke into a million pieces.
the heart was in despair
you just laid down in bed, thinking of her,
thinking of the moments you had.
the time you all had at night.
the time you all had during the day
those were the memories.
the happy times.
as she laid on your shoulder, you inhaled the aroma of her beautiful hair,
you hugged her like a teddy bear.
telling her how much you loved her.

I really missed her.
I really can't let go.
her happiness is at stake here.
I just want her to be happy.
should I?

i dreamt she left,
went somewhere faraway.
with her back facing me, i raced towards her.
no matter how fast i sprinted,
no matter how fast i dashed,
i could not get her,
i felt scared,
i was scared,
simply, i'm just scared you would leave,

the flame of my heart is about to extinguish.
ignite the flames please. the flames of love.
with you now at work, i just wanna tell you.
i really love you. i really wanna spend all my time with you.
to put that smile on your face, anything is possible.

but now, the relationship is strained.
i can hardly see the sparkle in your eyes anymore,
the feeling isn't just there anymore.
countless of hours chatting on the phone, led to miserable minutes.
i just understand, you're tired.
you should rest, maybe we can chat the next day.
all i just wanna do, is to see you.
i feel like some fucking jerk.
i know i am.
i'm sorry.
ahgirl, i'm sorry.
trust me, with every beat of my heart, i say, I LOVE YOU.

Cascada Everytime We Touch (yanou's Candlelight Mix)

I still hear your voice,
When you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch,
in my dreams (my dreams)
Forgive me my weakness,
But I dont know why,
Without you it's hard to survive

(chorus)

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go,
want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle,
Your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry (I cry)
The good and the bad times,
We've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall...

(chorus)

'Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side
'Cause every time we touch,
I feel the static,
And every time we kiss,
I reach for the sky,
Can't you hear my heart beat slow
I can't let you go,
Want you in my life.

Every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly,
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side

i need you by my side, cause without you, its hard to survive.

Some other emo yet random creations 8)

darkness and light,
whats the difference,
afterall, life without you,
its just dark enough.

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wrists slashed,
throats cut,
nothing else matters,
without you here in my heart.