3rd week of my job is already hell.
i witnessed many things and it enlightened me alot.
in this world, friends do betray each other. some friend he was to another.
a word called back stab.

yeah, i witnessed 3 fellow colleagues getting the sack.
1 was being yaya banana,
another was wasting his chance,
lastly, not really did he receive the sack, he left at his own.
"HE" was the IC i really respected. the only man who knew what teenagers felt. or HOW teenagers felt. no matter how much he got fucked in the face, he never vented it on us. this is what i call a true hero.
"HE" made a simple mistake, and was betrayed by someone called FRIEND, worst still, his own race.
yeah, so what if he said the place CMI, this is a freeworld, he can speak whatever he wants.
so what if choices have consequences? does this mean that we can't speak our own mine? he told the CMI thingy to a "FRIEND", and yet, this "FRIEND" of his betrayed him.
the "FRIEND" reported what "HE" said to the boss and he was threathened with the sack.
he left feeling disappointed.
well, is this called the working life? which left me with such an impact?
oh well, i seriously do need thinking if i'm ready for the working life.
alas, shall now complete my fucking contract and leave the place without a fucking trace.

well, some special song from out of the blue :D

Only love by Trademark



2 a.m and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In u'r arms as d dawn is breaking
Face 2 face & a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
Theres hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give our dreams just 1 more change
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

if there was something i could wish for, i wished i could reverse time.
and there would be only me, and you.