Numb - Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

i am really sick of you people, 16 years of life, have you even cared about me? you adults always think you are right. you adults always want us to listen to you. you adults are expecting too much. you adults deprive me of my freedom. you adults ever cared?
you adults ever bothered about what i thought? every single damn thing must be according to you. have you even bothered on how the fuck i felt? NO! every damn thing you made me do, you claim it was for your own good. and when you know you are in the wrong, you shout at me! have you ever bothered how that will leave an emotional scar in me? have u ever thought about the consequences?
even simple things like cutting my hair or coming back at what fucking time, u even have to bother. alright, time. i dun mind. which parent ain't concern. BUT! u ever trusted what the fuck i said? i dare to say. NO. u all never cared. u treat me like shit. i feel like a fucking trapped bird. trapped in a cage without wings. WITHOUT WINGS. u parents took away my freedom, you took away my trust. nonono, i can say, u never trusted me.
even the simplest things like going out for a party or project, u force me to give u their numbers. then u claim its for emergencies. u give me fucking strict curfews. u ever felt how i well feel? or did u ever bother? NO! goddamn it. i give up. im sick of all this nonsense. i find it hard to control my temper this days. i cant even believe wtf i did just now. I CANT TAKE THIS ANY LONGER.
i give up. my soul has thy left the world, for a better place.